well we were getting along.

And I was thinking I would be able to clean up. Tonight after hours of not getting a rewsponse to texts I called the wife. I got a call back a couple minutes later. You know one of those, let me get away from what I'm doing and who I'm with and call back things. Well I ask her what's she's doing and she says going to a movie. I say another date? And she starts getting super defensive. It not a date. That's pretty much all she said for the entire conversation. I wonder who's she's trying to convince. Does she think if she says it enough it will be true? I tried to explain in a rational manner, but I was angry and she has never fucking listened to me in her entire fucking life, so its not like she's gonna start now. I don't understand how she can be so fucking stupid. I'm so fucking angry. Fuck her fuck getting sober, fuck all of this. I'm just gonna fucking unplug from her and shoot my fucking troubles away.