Please stop reading hon.

I'm sorry to have to ask you, but please stop reading this mags. I need to know that I'm not doing this for you. I need to know that what I'm writing is the truth, and not just an attempt to get a reaction from you. I'm sorry I ever pointed you in this direction. Today I was more concerned with what you thought about what I was writing than what I was writing. That defeats the entire purpose. I was as far as I know still telling the truth, but I am just as capable of lying to myself as you are to yourself. Well maybe not quite as good at it as you are.

This takes me to the interesting situation that no one is reading my blog. I don't even read it myself. I don't think it needs to be read though. I think it just has to be written. This blog software is pretty amazing though. Perhaps I will look into all the stuff I can do and try to get myself higher up on googles pages. Perhaps I will do a guide to scoring heroin in san francisco. That would be pretty sweet. Then I just need to visit other big cities. I could compile a list of where the dealers hang out as well as a few basic rules to scoring h on the street.