decisions decisions

I really want to head home and fix on my lunch. I've only got the one dilaudin left though. i am not gonna go on a road trip today, and I would like one day where i don't have to deal with that junkie bitch. Of course I only need to be well through tomorrow for work. After that I'm gonna be loaded or detoxing. I really think its time to quit. I think I might finally be ready to cope with being married to a whore sober.