Sunday, July 4, 2010
Not sure what to do.
I don't know what I am going to do. My face hurts. I just shot my last dilaudid. I have cottons left from the last 4. I could probably get 2 shots out of that. I'm going to be in terrible pain when I'm out of this stuff though. I need to remember to take my temperature regularly. If it gets too high I need to go to the ER. I just took it and it was at 96.6. That can't be right. Now 97.3. This probably had something to do with the fact that I just ate some yogurt. I am going to let my mouth temperature get back to normal before I freak out too much, I am getting interesting results when I take my temperature inside my cheek. On the right side I'm getting 97.5. On the left side, which is the side with the infection I'm getting 98.4. It is almost a degree hotter on that side of my mouth. I would really love to get through this weekend, without going to the ER or buying more dilaudid. I am going to have to see how ibuprofen affects the pain. I only have 36 hours to go. I am doing well in other ways though. I have no urge to call or text the wife, and I feel good about being single. I wish I had more friends, but that has more to do with my complete lack of interest in most everything. I don't have much in common with most people. That makes it hard for me to make friends. Most friendships are built around common interests. Luckily I'm not that needy for human companionship. In fact with this blog, I am able to express myself. This takes care of a large portion of the reason why I crave companionship. I still want to have friends, and I need to find a new vagina, but there isn't any crazy need for it right this second. At this point I am more interested in getting this blog to show up on google. I don't care if anyone reads it, or likes it, but for some reason, it being available to be read, makes all the difference.
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