fuck this shit.

My face fucking hurts. I can't get any tar, and I don't want to shoot any more diluadid. I guess I'll just deal with the fucking vicodin. My face is freakishly deformed, I look like a fucking mutant. I'm sitting here bored and lonely, but too fucked off to go to a friends BBQ. I really don't like sitting at home, not talking to anyone all fucking weekend. Next weekend if I'm not hellishly sick, I'm gonna make sure I get out of the house, and talk to some people. That worthless fucking whore. Sorry had to throw that in there. I'm am under no delusion that people want to read me bitching about my cellulitis, and my whore of a wife. The vicodin is kicking in a little bit. I think I'm gonna hike up to the top of a hill close to my house and watch the fire works. When I get back, I'm gonna try to add to the only good part of my blog, apart from the pictures of my wife naked lol. I want to add a step by step post on how to shoot H. Maybe add in some info on how to shoot pills. Figured I could at least be of some public service.