Well I'm bit tired.

I didn't go to bed until 6:45 am. It it now 808 am. I think I'm gonna go back to sleep for a little while longer. I've got my alarm set for 11. I also have a bunch of heroin. I was talking to the wife last night, and I'm still a bit confused, but doing much better. I think she got all upset with me because I am giving her a hard time about drinking. Today, I'm gonna get a bunch of coke, and then I
m gonna have a good time. Lat night I kinda half heartedly attempted to get the wife over here for some fun. I wonder what will happen tonight. Honestly I am not at all worried about it. I am not really horny, and that takes away 90% of why I want her over here. I want to quit after this H though, but I don't think I can do that until I pound her out one last time. I want to be able to come that last time though. Its a big mess all around. I don't think I will be sick when I wake up. Maybe I should not get high until after I come. Can I do that? Would that be impressive, or sad? I have a long time to go. She hasn't even gone to work yet. I have 9 hours just till she get off work, and then she will take her sweet ass time to get here, if she comes over at all. I guess I'll text her and ask her. That is enough tired stupid rambling for the morning.