Friday, July 2, 2010

My face fucking hurts

God damn it, my face is fucked up. My tooth must be getting infected again. I actually finding myself wondering how long it would take for this to kill me. I doubt it would happen before monday. I kinda do hope it kills me though. I can't kill myself, but I don't really want to live anymore. If I am going to die, I don't want it to be in a bad way. I don't want my mother to have to hear about me killing myself, or overdosing. I think it would be better if it was just some freak infection. Maybe I will get hit by a bus.

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