God I'm bored

I am so fucking bored. I'm tempted to take more vicoprofen. I really don't need to though. I'm not in much pain, and I'm not sick. At least I'm not high though, right? I would really love some cocaine, but thats not a good idea. I suppose I could go do something, but I can't think of anything to do. Without something specific to take my time, I find myself feeling rather awkward being out and about. I don't particularly like being outside more than I like being inside either. I know thats weird, but hey I'm a weird guy. I planned on going on a bike ride up a mountain last weekend, but instead the weekend turned into a quest for dope. Not that I'm complaining, I had an amazing Sunday. The oddest thing happened today. The wife called me to tell me she wouldn't be able to make it over to pick up her phone. It was both unexpected and considerate. I can't get into expecting that kind of behavior from her though. Then she asked me if it was ok, which I don't like. I hate that she calls me expecting something so minor to upset me. Am I really such a whiny bitch? I don't think I am, but hey sometimes its hard to see yourself. I'll talk to you tomorrow. goodbye and goodluck.