cant stop thinking about her.

I can't get that self absorbed bitch off my mind. The most frustrating thing is, I know wherever the cunt is, she not thinking about me. I keep asking myself how she could fuck me over so badly. I mean how do you do that to someone? Even after all she's done to me, I couldn't fuck her over half as much as she's fucked me over. Now I know I didn't exactly resist, and yes that's my fault. I never should have trusted that stupid cunt. I knew better. I knew she was a fickle whore. I knew she had no self control. I knew how stupid she was. I knew all of this and I still married her. What does that make me? I have the urge to text her, and ask her what it means when the man that knows her better than anyone else thinks she's a stupid selfish bitch? What does that say about her? I know I fucked up by trusting her, but its not like you can blame me for expecting a person to not totally fuck me over every chance they get. I hate her because I can't get over the fucking hurt. I hate her, because I'm constantly reminded of her betrayal. I hate her because she is still so self absorbed, she doesn't even think she messed up. It makes me want to teach her a lesson, but like I said I can't hurt her. The only thing I can do is hurt myself. She's so self absorbed id have to kill myself to get through to her. Oh well, if things keep going this way I won't have to. Fuck you whore.