What a day.

Well I ended up getting almost an hour of sleep. Even then it was crap sleep, and I tossed and turned. I do remember dreaming though, so it did happen. When my alarm went off at 5:30 in the morning I felt fully awake already. Kinda like I hadn't slept. I made my coffee, brushed my teeth and showed up to work on time. My actual job duties (not sure yet how much I'm gonna talk about those) went very smoothly. I was on top of things and did a good job. I got a bunch of extra work done, and saved the company plenty of money. So that junkie girl I was talking about texts me at about 8:30 this morning to tell me theres some really good dope in town. We decided to split a gram (shit is expensive around here) its now 3:30PM and shes still waiting to meet up with the guy. Fucking junkies. So I didn't fix when I woke up this morning. I fixed at about 3AM. Then I came home on my lunch and shot my last 8MG dilaudid. I just got off half an hour ago. I came home and rinsed my cottons. Actually got a head change from it too. I'm just about nodding right now. I'm really not a fan of dilaudid. The rush is all up the back of your neck. For me it doesn't even make it up into my head. There are plenty that disagree with me, but I prefer the rush from OC. Its all up the front of your forehead. Its a lot like shooting morphne. I'm supposed to meet the wife after she gets off work to talk some shit over. I don't think I want to anymore. Its probably a good idea, because she was all sweet today, and I need a reminder of what a vile cunt she is beneath the surface. I've got to remember to not believe anything she says or implies. Anyways, I just wanted to check in with my public online diary (hopefully anonymous). Hopefully I will get this dope soon. I really do feel better the last couple of days. I think I will try to get off this shit soon.