a quick post from my phone. please forgive any typing mistakes.

I probably shouldn't be writing this while I'm at work. Ilm actually thinking that i may want to clean up soon. Sorry, that would take absolutely anything interesting I might ever have to write about and forever banish it to the unknown. This morning i woke up and rinsed all of my cottons. I actually got a little head change. Today, I'm going to skip the planned excursion to scout for a new dope source, and just see if I can get a gram here in town. If not, I might just detox. For some reason the idea doesn't bother me as much as it did yesterday. Even thoughts of the wife are not quite as painful today. Perhaps things would be better if i had just written her off months ago, not been such a pussy, and stayed off the dope in the first place. Oh well 20-20 hindsight. I'll keep you updated. I know no one is reading this. I don't actually need anyone to. For some reason writing it is enough.